I told myself , i will be better off without you in my life.
But i realize, flashback of you make the wound deeper.
What am i without you? It's like the ocean without water.
Ben always said i would go home and emo every single time someone mention you to me. I don't deny this, but its not emo; I just felt that pain in me. I still don't believe what you've told them, not a single shit. People might think that i might be deceiving myself but no? I am a human being and so are you , the feeling i felt and i am sure you can feel it too. I don't hold any more hope in us anymore but at least i hope we can face each other like before .