sister

Somehow , i felt that i failed to be a sister .
i dont know to teach her well .
Maybe i'm someone like that already , so i wont let her rot like how i used to .
Eventually , when everytime i see her repeating the mistake .
It just hurt so badly on me , really .
I dont like things to turn out this way .
Disappointment is what i could say .
I should wake her up , but i just couldn't bear to do so .
Am i the course that why she landed up this way now .
Am i the one to blame ?

I Think i really should reflect myself .