Over you, over me.

Am i really over you? Talking to you for days after years we broke up. I'm pretty uncertain about our relationship now. It's complicated, i'd feel really uneasy about it. I find that my feeling towards you are still there, words can't express how i'm feeling right now. Especially when upon receiving your texts, the sweet message you've sent, the joyful smile on my face appeared. You're never a friend to me, it's more than a friend, less than a lover. Well, and on the other hand you've a girlfriend of yours. Maybe she doesn't know the exist of me, or maybe she give you total trust. I'm really confused, what am i suppose to do. I admit that i enjoy what are we now, because at least one thing i can assure is that, i'm happy receiving your texts. But.... :( I ever thought of why am i doing this, you've a girlfriend and i'm like the third party now. It's very unfair for your girlfriend. You're messaging me but on the other hand are you messaging her too? My feeling suck totally right now, my mind in whirl.