Blame it on me.

Sorry for neglecting you my blog, my life's being a bitch recently. A few of my colleagues who are my friends played my boss out and get her so angry and stressful without enough manpower and screw the whole operation on the day. Feeling really guilty that those are my friends and they actually did that, I don't wish to make decision that would lead to regrets anymore. Currently, a good friend of mine is hired hopefully you won't played me out brother alex . You promised me you won't be like them and I hope it's true and please dont make me regret on the decision I've made. okay, lets talk about my personal problem. As time passes by, I believe I've changed or maybe you've changed. You know who am I talking yeah, the one I used to know won't leave me alone when she know that the one person I came with is her. I didn't expect this day to come when I was throw alone in a fucking club. I trust you, I accompany you to place even how unwilling I'm just because I couldn't bear to leave you alone but what I get in return? all the time being outcast by your friend, making a fool outta myself, hello who doesn't have ego and pride, I'd have but I hide it when, everytime people discriminate me or taking me as a joke I hope my friend won't join in with them, I was wrong, a laugh proven what they said you've agreed. Taking my kindness as my weakness? everyone has their limit and day by day I couldn't hold any longer. I wasn't angry or blaming , I just feel like ranting it out and definitely it's disappointment. My heart hurts , you feel it? nah, I doubt so.. and anyway, a sorry won't be able to amend a broken heart everytime. After all those fucking shit you gave, you expect me to clear the mess for you. This kind of life, I have had enough, though there's happy memories between us but sweety, This time round, I am not gonna give up my stand, I'm gonna stay firm with my decision. You don't appreciate me, nevermind. When one door is closed, others open up.

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