I'd wonder

Sometimes i really wonder if anyone care? I don't feel the love , I don't feel valued! People kinda taking me as a joke, for all the time. Taking me as compare , it will be like you are the heaven and I'm always bottom below , way below the hell. When really cool shit happened on me, it will ended up as the joke of the day. Why? Please explain why is that so, doesn't mean ugly people or let's put it this way , people who are not so kinda good looking are meant to be tease . I really hate life like this, all the while being discrimating , even by friends. This sucks big time , really this feeling sucks. What's friend actually? Friends are people that we make use of each other to achieve something. Yeah, and in fact what I ever achieve in you guys ? Let me recall , maybe knowing more people but I don't need it or maybe more jokes and discriminating from those "friends" . Come on, if this is how my life gonna prolong with, I think I am better off without you guys yeah. At least I know I don't have to pretend to be someone else just to bring myself to the same level as you guys.

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