Why do i feel misery inside me? Actually i'm the one that's making my life landed up in this state. Why ? You just simply filled me with the question why again... I don't like the way you are hot and cold towards me. I really wanna know, what am i to you? but seriously i think i have got an answer in my mind, its nothing right? Or maybe thats the way you treated a friend instead. I really really wanna find a million thousand reasons to convince myself that because i am someone special, but .... You stole my heart and i feel like i'm dying inside. Your silent is the biggest fear to me now. I love to see your silly text everyday in my phone, i love the taste of your little cheeky love maybe you don't call it love, but to me it is. I like the way you ask me not to avoid your question, but for what you care so much while by doing this you are just giving me a false hope , really a false hope .... I swear i was really happy when you ask me stuff like why am i sad and emo , cause that means you do care. But when this prolong, you make me fall deeper and you are about to leave.
