Looking back on everything
I still remember his smile
I wish things didn't end so soon
And turn back time for awhile
No matter how much it hurts
I still love him so
A part of me needs him so much
Can't seem to let him go
Knowing I won't be able to see him
Makes my heart cry out in pain
I can't believe we won't talk anymore
The thought makes me wanna go insane
He was my reason for waking up
For the smile you see on my face
Going a single day without him
Makes me feel so out of place
I was afraid of opening up
Now I'm afraid of the next day
Whenever I see him one last time
I'm terrified of what he may say
I know tomorrow will hurt
But the tears will fade away
Life is too short for regrets
There will be a brighter day
But when I see him one last time
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."