Regretted

You said before to me that you're in love with me .
You said before that you won't ever leave me .
you said before i'm the one that came to your thought always.
you said before i'm the one you never wanna missed .

you once told me before , i'm the most beautiful girl in your eyes .
you once told me before , i'm the one that change your life .
you once told me before , you'll never let me go .
you once told me before , you'll love me more .

But now , everything was just a lie ?
Chances are given , but there won't be the next time .
Bye Love , its a bid goodbye .

People will only learn to cherish things ,
when they realise they've lost something important to them .
Just like me , an idiot ? i only know how to cherish when i start losing them .
But in the end , i gain nothing but blaming myself for being a fool .

I miss the first time you held my hand .
I miss the first time you hug me .
I miss the first time you sit next to me .
I miss the first time you calling me up and talk with me til next day .
I miss the first time you said you love me .
I miss the every first time of you ! :(