The feeling is back .

Woah , went to Orhpeng Daughter birthday . Okay , starting it was boring . Pick a small fight with despicable man again . Well , at last we peace with each other . Okay , its rather good this way as we don't have to fight every each time we see each other . Saw someone there from far , its no other than someone i had a relationship woth and i put in so much effort . He left after i was there for 30 mins , maybe he's trying to avoid me ? or maybe he really had things to do . anyway , he's flying tomorrow . nothing much i can grief for . i could only said , i'm really stupid that i didn't hook on to this relationship well .whats the use of regret after doing somthing ? whats over is over , nothing i could say also . Bye , and takecare when you're there . definitely , i'll still miss you , and those stupid thing we laugh at , the shouting uncle at my garden park and stuff . ohmy , i'm sleepy right now ! But my phone is only 60% charged ! 40 % to go , i think around 45 mins more . :(

and i'm damn fucking pissed right now . yah la , in the first place , Photos are deceving aye ? i told everyone i'm fat , but nobody believing me , so what can i do ? and please , if you want to discriminate me , do it in front of me . You think you very handsome ah ? Like Jay chou , or tom cruise ? C'mon la , you're nowhere better . You're treating girl like whore ! You're now the most despicable man in my mind ! and i never wanna met someone like you in my whole life once again . Go reflect aye , you just like my dog ! and your so-called brothers , great job aye ? Believe me , you'll get your sin by teaching him what to do . seriously , you guys just sucks my toes ! NOWHERE BETTER IN LIFE ! In fact , i'm far off better than you guys , at least i've the things i want . Lastly , thanks for letting me awake of whats going on .