Day 1 at work . Hmm , not really tired . No idea why either , maybe i just want to keep myself busy with things , so that i can stop thinking ? But i still think of him . why ? i don't know either . Now , the pathetic me is cying in front of the computer screen . Wow , how great is it ? i'm just being a fool again ! People always said : Once bitten , twice shy . But i just can't learn my lesson , i always regret making that choice of mine , letting people to hurt me deeply . and we'll end up like this all thanks to your ex-girlf ! everytime we quarrel , because of her , now even a break-up is because of her . for the one last time i'm calling you this , Baby , you really hurt me so deeply . After since i met you , you change my life , you really do . I quit smoking , i'm more understanding now , i learn how to be myself . But now , you're leaving me . i don't bear to let you go , but what to do ? You say i can have you , whatever i wanted . but , whats the point ? Yes , i've you , but your heart isn't with me anymore you say you need time , how long ? maybe weeks ? or one month , two months ? or maybe you take a longer time than that . in the first place , i'm stupid to commit on this relationship , i'm stupid to fall into this trap of yours . Nobody to blame , but myself . okay , i shall not think so much not . Perhaps , go to bed is a better choice ? as Keehuat says : wake up and its another bright day ? Goodbye people , Goodbye Love